Friday, June 12

a teacher's teacher....


this is PN.kalsom....

she used to be my primary 6 teacher...
n guess what
i meet her after 13 years....during the kissim course

i actually didnt really recognize her...
but her voice sounded familiar.... after asking her.... bingo..she was the one..

she said she recognized me....but i dont think so cause i never was in the "smart gang" in primary school.... but then again..... meeting her was weird...

cause i realize that that 13 yeaers hv past n so much has happen...

during year 6 i never thought i would be a teacher.... i was lost...i only made my first friend when i was in year 4.... that 2 years were like the beginning of me life.... i began to know myself.....

meeting her reminded me how energetic she was..... and unbelievable she still is...

my friends were asking me how old could she be.... i too wonder cause....to me she look the same as 13 years back.....

it was nice meeting her....

Monday, June 8

r u ready to get married?

repeat this....
"i solemly swear that whay i am going to read will remain here..."

what u r about to read should only stay here and only here.....

i am 25 this year.....according to my parents i am ready to get married....they say that i should get to know guys now...n plan to get married..

my question....is marriage that important that after just 10 months of working that i am force to think about it...?

my aunty.....she found this guy who is 27 years a teacher in ipoh (sorry dude u r mention here..if ever u read this hehehehe)
so my parents hv decided that i should meet him this saturday.... never shall i go...

come on lah.bah give me a break just 10 months working and i should think of marriage...

they said that i should meet him first n give it a year or 2 to decide....what a joke...! i actually cant stop laughing since i heard that....

i know my parents and aunt..if that guy says yes...they wont bother to ask if i want or not they will say yes...

and if i say no...they will question me n say i am choosy...

i just know them...

so that my story now...

my mom is using psychology with me...she is "being" sick after i firmly told her NO...

she has been sleeping from just now...

my dad is insisting that i go.....

but i will be firm....i wont go...
n if i do go...that guy is going to hv a bad i mean really bad weekend...

ok this should just stay here ok...cause i realise i hv readers that might make this worse...i love u!

Saturday, June 6

changes

It has been 4 days since I started my KISSIM in MPIK a.k.a IPGIK.

And the main thing I noticed is that we can never run from changes.

Everything changes.

That I would agree.

The people that I used to know 1 year ago have changed.

Some have become braver…. Some more matured… Some more bold… Some more teacher – like… But some have become quite Some just have faded away…

I guess as time moves on, we change….be become someone that we never imagine we would be…

I have changed….
I missed the things I used to do…. Like write daily plan…yearly resolution… my diary….

I do feel sad because these were the things that I loved to do…

Now I just don’t have time to do these all…sad isn’t Being a teacher has made my life…miserable….

well I might be harsh…but its true cause I don’t know who I am anymore….?

I remember that when I joined the course I was lost….. I remember saying to myself that now my life would be like the “Survival” reality game show. I have to survive in this new world…guess I was trying to adapt to changes…

Now after 6 years + 1 year…, I am again at the point in my life that I have to make a decision….

I have to adapt to the changes… whether I like it or not….

Weird thing is that I forgot my diary in SABAH…how can I let that happen….it is a part of me…

I haven’t finish reading a book for about 5 months already! I do keep on buying books….but I have finish one..!



Sad…just sad….

But one thing for sure...I will never stop saying this to myself……stop feeling sorry for yourself but pick up your life and move on!!!!!

DON'T FORGET!