a teacher's teacher....

this is PN.kalsom....

she used to be my primary 6 teacher...
n guess what
i meet her after 13 years....during the kissim course

i actually didnt really recognize her...
but her voice sounded familiar.... after asking her.... bingo..she was the one..

she said she recognized me....but i dont think so cause i never was in the "smart gang" in primary school.... but then again..... meeting her was weird...

cause i realize that that 13 yeaers hv past n so much has happen...

during year 6 i never thought i would be a teacher.... i was lost...i only made my first friend when i was in year 4.... that 2 years were like the beginning of me life.... i began to know myself.....

meeting her reminded me how energetic she was..... and unbelievable she still is...

my friends were asking me how old could she be.... i too wonder cause....to me she look the same as 13 years back.....

it was nice meeting her....

r u ready to get married?

repeat this....
"i solemly swear that whay i am going to read will remain here..."

what u r about to read should only stay here and only here.....

i am 25 this year.....according to my parents i am ready to get married....they say that i should get to know guys now...n plan to get married..

my question....is marriage that important that after just 10 months of working that i am force to think about it...?

my aunty.....she found this guy who is 27 years a teacher in ipoh (sorry dude u r mention here..if ever u read this hehehehe)
so my parents hv decided that i should meet him this saturday.... never shall i go...

come on lah.bah give me a break just 10 months working and i should think of marriage...

they said that i should meet him first n give it a year or 2 to decide....what a joke...! i actually cant stop laughing since i heard that....

i know my parents and aunt..if that guy says yes...they wont bother to ask if i want or not they will say yes...

and if i say no...they will question me n say i am choosy...

i just know them...

so that my story now...

my mom is using psychology with me...she is "being" sick after i firmly told her NO...

she has been sleeping from just now...

my dad is insisting that i go.....

but i will be firm....i wont go...
n if i do go...that guy is going to hv a bad i mean really bad weekend...

ok this should just stay here ok...cause i realise i hv readers that might make this worse...i love u!

changes

It has been 4 days since I started my KISSIM in MPIK a.k.a IPGIK.

And the main thing I noticed is that we can never run from changes.

Everything changes.

That I would agree.

The people that I used to know 1 year ago have changed.

Some have become braver…. Some more matured… Some more bold… Some more teacher – like… But some have become quite Some just have faded away…

I guess as time moves on, we change….be become someone that we never imagine we would be…

I have changed….
I missed the things I used to do…. Like write daily plan…yearly resolution… my diary….

I do feel sad because these were the things that I loved to do…

Now I just don’t have time to do these all…sad isn’t Being a teacher has made my life…miserable….

well I might be harsh…but its true cause I don’t know who I am anymore….?

I remember that when I joined the course I was lost….. I remember saying to myself that now my life would be like the “Survival” reality game show. I have to survive in this new world…guess I was trying to adapt to changes…

Now after 6 years + 1 year…, I am again at the point in my life that I have to make a decision….

I have to adapt to the changes… whether I like it or not….

Weird thing is that I forgot my diary in SABAH…how can I let that happen….it is a part of me…

I haven’t finish reading a book for about 5 months already! I do keep on buying books….but I have finish one..!



Sad…just sad….

But one thing for sure...I will never stop saying this to myself……stop feeling sorry for yourself but pick up your life and move on!!!!!